Chapter Sixty Three
“Can
I get you a birthday drink?” A voice purred from Sonny’s left, glancing he saw
Jade smiling at him. She was wearing a dress that left nothing to the imagination,
red, tight, clinging to her curves. Her long blonde hair was teased to within an
inch of its life, and her eye lashes were thick with mascara. “To make up for the
lack of present this morning.”
“I
don’t need gifts, honestly.”
Her eyes widened and she tilted get head coquettishly, “that’s not what you said
this morning.”
Rolling his eyes he ordered a drink for
himself then got her one, “you’re a nice girl Jade. I like you...”
She grinned, “I know, I know you don’t want a
relationship. But there’s no harm in testing that theory, is there?”
Giving a flirtatious wink she flaunted off across the room, leaving Sonny to wonder if he’d bitten off more than he could chew.
Giving a flirtatious wink she flaunted off across the room, leaving Sonny to wonder if he’d bitten off more than he could chew.
Martha had kept a low profile, they’d thought
of and planned this night since before Sonny had destroyed her life so callously, and
despite it all, he deserved this. She looked across at him, he was talking to
Paul and Leo the chef from the restaurant, laughing about something and he
looked happy. She sighed, she knew he’d not had times like this, and she was
pleased for him.
Jade was circling the room with her gang of friends, she wasn’t as easy a thought to digest. She was still finding it hard to believe that he’d sought her out within weeks of ending things with her. As much as he told her he loved her, that he was splitting from her because he wanted to do right by her, she couldn’t help but doubt that she’d never meant as much to him as he had to her. That was what saddened her, that he could move on so easily.
Jade was circling the room with her gang of friends, she wasn’t as easy a thought to digest. She was still finding it hard to believe that he’d sought her out within weeks of ending things with her. As much as he told her he loved her, that he was splitting from her because he wanted to do right by her, she couldn’t help but doubt that she’d never meant as much to him as he had to her. That was what saddened her, that he could move on so easily.
“Penny
for your thoughts?” The voice made her turn with a smile.
“Aunty
Lucy, I am SO glad that you’re home.”
The older woman smiled, “it was worry for you
that did it. How are you coping?”
She shrugged, “I feel like I’ve been put
through one of those old fashioned clothes mangles, you know?” She gave a half
laugh, “I thought he loved me. But he’s moved on already, and I’m not ready to
see the evidence of that.”
Lucy nodded knowingly, “you know I disliked
him when he arrived, but the more I get to know him, the more complex I realise
he is.”
“So
it’s ok to treat me as he has?”
She shook her head, “no. It’s not ok. But I
think Sonny isn’t used to emotions, he doesn’t express himself well.”
“So
him screwing all and sundry is ok?”
“Of
course not,” she took her niece’s hand. “That never is, but I do think he’s
broken, and that’s his way of coping.”
Martha humphed, “really? Sex is his way of
dealing with life?”
Lucy shrugged, “is it so difficult to
believe? He doesn’t have anyone, never has. He doesn’t know what relationships
are, until he met you. Now he’s going back to what he knows, for safety. And
that’s anonymous women and him being in control.”
Shaking her head Martha snatched her hand
away, “he CHOSE this Aunt Lucy, HE was the one who pushed me away.”
“He
obviously feels that’s the right thing to do, but the fact he’s thrown himself
back into his old life only goes to prove that it isn’t what he really wants. He's hiding Martha, hiding from how he feels.”
Lucy took her drink and headed across the bar
to speak to her friends, leaving Martha to her own thoughts. Lucy was right, he
was a man of basic principles, she knew that, he knew right and wrong, but everything
else he was making up as he went along.
Sonny finally spotted Martha, alone at the
bar, she’d been evasive all night, and he knew that was because she was happier
avoiding him. They needed to talk, that was vital, so he fought through
the crowds to get to her.
“This
is all down to you, I know.”
She looked up at him and gave a sad smile, “everyone
should have a great birthday, even you.”
He laughed, “me the devil incarnate? You
siding with the rest of this town now?”
“You
wouldn’t care if I did, you don’t care what people think.”
Sonny shook his head, “I care what you think.”
Reaching for her glass of wine, she took a
slug, “then you won’t want to know how I’m feeling about you now.”
That made him laugh, “probably all deserved.
I never wanted to hurt you.”
“So
you keep saying, but it’s ‘all for the
best’. I wish you’d grow a pair and tell me what’s really going on, but
hey, if you want to hide then that’s your choice.”
The karaoke was blasting from the end of the
room, and when Martha glanced up, she saw four girls getting up to sing, the
tallest of which was Jade. They started to sing a Pussy Cat Dolls song, all
writhing up against the microphone stands, and Martha sighed.
“I
need to speak to James...”
As soon as she disappeared Sonny felt Jade’s
eyes on him, and turning around he watched her perform directly for him. She
was a good looking girl, and knew how to move in a calculated way that had the
crowd gathered in the room lapping it up. More than he was.
Needing to get away from the limelight he
slipped out to the beer garden. Since he’d stopped smoking he missed this chance
to escape, so he sat on a distant bench in the dark.
“Glad
you took my advice.”
The voice made him jump, he wasn’t expecting
it and he realised that someone may be watching him. That they’d waited for him
to be alone. Turning he sighed when he saw Michael Oldbury...his father. How
ironic on his thirtieth birthday.
“What
advice would that be?”
Oldbury Senior gave a half smile, “keeping
away from my grandson. I haven’t given up on getting you brought to justice,
but seeing you...” he laughed, “this is a party for you and you’re outside alone.
Gives me a little satisfaction that it’s because of me.”
“What
sort of a bastard are you that you’d make a woman’s life hell deliberately? You
are a nasty piece of work. How could I have got it so wrong?”
Michael’s face fell a little at that, for a moment
Sonny’s opinion of him seemed to matter, but he didn’t know that he was his
father. He knew that.
“I
want more than anything to see justice for my son, and making your life hell is
part of that. Martha is an easy target, I had no idea she would make you quite
so vulnerable.”
Sonny stood up, “you really are a piece of
work Oldbury, I can see where your offspring get it from. Notice that you’re
outside looking in. Seen Ethan much lately? Because I saw him at dinner a
couple of hours ago!”
Instead of anger the older man became sad,
just for the quickest of moments, “keep away from them both. I told Carl to
have you out of the house by the end of next month; otherwise the legal stuff
starts up again.”
Sonny was frozen solid as he watched Oldbury
leave. What depths would this man go to
to hurt him? He knew he should tell him who he was, that may stop this, but
on the other hand it might make things worse. The one thing Sonny feared more
than anything was rejection by the father he’d always looked for. All those years in foster care he'd longed for the Knight in shining armour to rescue him, the father that had become the hero of his dreams. Nothing
in life scared him, nothing could, but the thought of his long lost father
walking away, snubbing him did. Sighing he walked back into the pub, Carl had a
few questions to answer.
His eyes were immediately drawn to Martha;
she stood out in the room the second he walked in. The whole of his world
seemed to revolve around her. She was talking to James, the chinless bastard.
He made his skin crawl. But it was Carl he was looking for.
He found him in the corner talking to
Stephanie, he had no idea where she’d come from but she’d not been there
earlier.
“Carl
can I have a word with you?”
Carl looked up surprised, “sure. You ok?”
He nodded, “just need a quick chat.”
At the back of the pub he relayed the comments
from Michael.
“Is
this what the pub is all about? You humouring him again?”
Carl had the good grace to look embarrassed, “I’ll
do anything to protect her, and to be honest I like you Sonny, I don’t want to
see you sold down the river. This place,” he gestured around him meanign the
pub, “it’s got living accommodation, you can settle here, manage the place
properly. It suits everyone; it’s more stable than the restaurant. I found it
so difficult the other night, I can’t go back to that work, the pub should be
easier, more steady?”
Sonny shook his head, “we need to fight him,
not give in.”
Carl instantly disagreed, “no, we can’t
afford to fight him, emotionally or financially. We need to play the game then
get advice, work out how to protect ourselves. If he’s happy he’ll leave us be.”
“And
I get played like a pawn? I’ve given up Martha, what else do I have to give
up?”
Carl gave him a sympathetic smile, “you’ll
gain a lot with the pub...I promise.”
“You
reckon?” He breathed as Carl walked away.
Martha had disappeared to the bathroom more
times than was healthy. She was desperate to leave there, but she’d promised
Helen who was working late that she’d wait for her. The smaller bar was quieter
than the lounge where someone was belting B52’s Loveshack at full blast through the karaoke’s PA. A few of the
regulars sat around the bar, drinking, reading the paper, glad to be free of
the cacophony next door.
“Can
I get a wine James?” She asked sliding onto a stool. From that position she
could see past him in to the opposite room and the party.
“You
giving it a wide berth?” he asked as he poured her a glass of chardonnay.
Martha nodded, “sort of, I’m just tired, you
know. I’m more of a chat with friends than a scream ACDC through a microphone
kind of girl."
At that moment Jade stepped back up onto the
temporary stage alone, and this time she was singing I Touch Myself by the Divinyls. As the music started James rolled
his eyes and she could see he flushed with embarrassment. Her performance was rather
obscene and she was singing and gesticulating in a more than suggestive manner to
someone in the crowd. As Martha shook her head in a mixture of repulsion and
disgust, she spotted who was leaning against the opposite bar, the object of Jade’s
‘affection’, Sonny, of course.
Martha felt sick; she couldn’t sit and watch
this unfold. Not yet. Instead she dropped her head and repositioned her seat so
that she wasn’t viewing the room so easily. Then she tried to switch off.
The song ended and she could just see Jade
swaggering off the stage and straight up to the bar where Martha knew Sonny was
standing, he had been talking to Eamonn and Bill.
As Martha cleared her glass of wine, knowing
now was the time to go, she felt movement beside her, and looking up she saw
Sonny walking towards her.
“You
ok? Can I get you a drink?”
She shook her head, “I’ve had enough...think
it’s time to go home.” She’d call Helen and plead a headache, anything but
tolerating more of this farce. “Have you enjoyed yourself? I wasn’t sure a
party was really you.”
He smiled, “it’s been perfect. I didn’t
realise so many people liked me here!”
Martha looked at him, and then across the bar
to Jade who was studying them both, “so I saw.”
Sonny shook his head, “I’m not...”
She held up a hand, “I don’t have the right
to make any demands of you. You do what you need to.”
He laughed, “what I need to?” He gave his
head a shake, “I don’t want to hurt you. But you keep walking away, avoiding
me.”
“It
won’t hurt me, seeing you with her, I promise. I just need a little time to get
used to it.”
He sighed, “like with everything you ever say,
your voice says one thing and your face...and body say something else. And
tonight it’s that you hate me.”
She looked away, “I don’t hate you. Ok? Just
give me some space and some time.”
He reached out to touch her and she snapped, “don't! Two weeks ago you promised me the world, now it’s Jade’s turn. Can you at least
give me time to get my head around that? It’s not fair for you to expect things
to be as they were, not yet.”
With that she grabbed her bag and left the
building.
The next morning Martha was preparing
breakfast for Ethan when she heard giggles coming from the utility room. She
took a deep breath; she had to deal with this. It was time to move on. Sonny
couldn’t hurt her anymore. She had to make sure of that.
“Hi.”
The voice was a little awkward as Sonny threw the door open and Jade catapulted
into the back of him.
“Good
night?” she asked giving a smile. “Did I miss much?”
Jade laughed, “everyone getting drunk, that’s
all.”
Martha smiled genially, she was good at this
she told herself, “well I seemed to have a head start on everyone before then.”
“What
you doing today?” Sonny asked pouring a mug of coffee then joining Jade at the kitchen
table.
“Taking
Ethan to Regent’s Park Zoo, meeting a London friend there. Might stay over, as
long as you can manage the restaurant tonight.”
He shrugged, “that’ll be nice for you. I
presume it's not too busy tonight.”
Martha nodded, “but Paul is off, so you’ve only
got Tom and Sam.”
She moved to the hallway and called Ethan,
who burst into the kitchen from the lounge before she’d got back to the table.
“Where
are we going?” He asked as he jumped into his seat and started on his toast.
Martha poured him some apple juice then
reminded him, “the zoo, I told you, we’re meeting Evie and Jack.”
He whooped at that and Sonny who was also
tucking into some toast chuckled, “is that your mate?”
He shook his head, “Evie’s my girlfriend! She’s
six, but she likes me, I’m not like Max and Chris. She hates them.”
Shaking his head in wonder, “and is Jack your
friend too?”
He laughed, “No! He’s too old!”
Martha sighed, “Jack’s my old boss, Evie’s
dad.”
As she left she had a little grin to herself
that he seemed jealous. The irony really when he was sat with Jade, so
obviously after spending a night together doing more than sleeping.
Jack was forty five, balding, and married to
Mike, so there really was no need for Sonny to be jealous. But he was a good friend
she’d barely seen since her first trip back home. He ran a boutique in Soho
selling bohemian designer clothing, which was mainly bought by rich daughters
out spending Daddy’s money and wanting to appear ‘edgy’. She’d loved working
there, and he’d kept her job open as long as he could.
As the two kids who were good mates ran
around the zoo, they strolled behind arms interlinked as she filled him
in on all that had happened in her time at home.
Jack’s mouth got wider and wider as she
revealed everything. For her it was cathartic to tell someone exactly how she
felt. It was so liberating. He didn’t know anyone, he was hearing everything
first hand, and she knew that he would understand her view point.
“I
don’t expect advice, it’s just nice unloading.”
Jack shook his head, “I can’t quite believe
how much has happened since you left! I mean your Dad, then Sonny, then Ethan’s
dad...he’s really dead?”
She nodded; the only part she hadn’t filled
him in with was Sonny’s role in the death of Scott.
“Sounds
like Sonny isn’t over you, but he’s a bit of a loose cannon. Maybe you’re
better off without that in your life.”
She sighed, “I’m thinking the opposite.
Either I confront him and make him tell me why he’s run away, or I leave town.
Cos the way things are with my Dad, I’m not sure there’s any reason to stay.”
Again :-(, it's breaking my heart. But superb story much diff from others.
ReplyDeleteI know, poor Martha. But it's all about her getting strong. You'll see! ;)
DeleteLeave town? I was afraid she'd do that. But hopefully she'll talk to Sonny and sort everything out. Fingers-crossed! I'm anticipating for the moment when Sonny finally tells Michael that he is his father. Maybe Michael will feel guilty? But then again I thought Michael was nice at the beginning but he's turned out to be exactly like his son. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree eh?
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to continue reading this. Thanks for the brilliant chapter!
Samaira T
It's one of her options, she's not ready to bolt yet. The 'Daddy' confrontation will come, when Sonny gets his head out of his own arse of self pity! Hope you continue to enjoy!
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I hope she leaves town. Maybe a taste of his own medicine for Sonny is what is actually needs... I DESPISE jade btw, well done Maro haha
ReplyDeleteSarah
Jade is SO not likeable, isn't she. She's conniving but not overly intelligent. She's not been pushed yet so watch out!
DeleteLoving all the comments people, feeling the love for this story at last!! :)